The results are in,
It's a BOY!
There's no mistakin'
my baby is a packin'!
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I have to be honest, it's been tougher than I've let on...
At 9wks they were concerned w/fluid behind his neck (an indicator of a genetic abnormality for ex. downs syndrome)
1st round of blood tests cam back normal, I still had another round that are still awaiting the results... When I went in on Tuesday (ultrasound only), the tech asked for my due date... I told him & hes said,"wow, he's going to be a big one"... Now I'm really scared!
I'm stressed, scared and feeling overwhelmed w/the possibility that something may not be right. Then there's the fact that my mom (MIL) is not here w/me (she was my baby shopping buddy), selling our house (we have no choice) and the timing of my due date & a friends wedding...
I really have no family support & I often feel lonely. I have no real friends that I can hang out with so I end up being a recluse, I have no real reason to go anywhere...
Anxiety has hit an all time high during this pregnancy, I already suffer from ADD & OCD (anxiety goes hand in hand) so I'm often misunderstood... Yeah, it sucks if I keep dwelling on it...
But, after my last apt w/my midwife things are getting better, she's amazing & very easy to talk to... I left that apt feeling much more optomistic than I've been feeling lately & This beautiful weather is helping...
BTW, baby is healthy n normal & I have nothing to worry about!
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It's not easy being libra:
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Quote - "Because they are generally reluctant to face confrontation, people born under Libra learn to be persuasive, courteous, and adaptable. But this may also make them seem cold and unemotional or manipulative."
(Which we are not cold, unemotional or manipulative... just misunderstood)
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Quote - "They are team workers, skilled at cooperative action, but they can also be self-doubt...ing. Open minded and always polite, they have a strong sense of loyalty because of their ability to put themselves into other people's shoes."
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On a more positive note,
The weather is nicer & my garden is looking beautiful!
I'm just waiting for my Chinese Forget-Me-Nots & Marigolds to sprout so I can add them to my garden...
It's going to be a rainbow of color, literally!
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